I'm in that phase again of not knowing how to say what I'm feeling. Because I don't really know what I'm feeling. Well.. I know... but I'm also feeling the exact opposite of that. Do you understand? October has come, and during Autumn it's usually … Continue reading Inbetween the chaos.
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"Love" and "Friendship" are two of my favourite things to write about because I have no understanding of either of them. Do they have a purpose? Do we need them? Why do we crave them? All the questions are endless in my mind when it … Continue reading “You are American. I am Japanese.”
Today I got invited to attend a Brazilian BBQ! I feel like I wrote about the Brazilian girl I met awhile back.. but finally I was able to attend a gathering she invited me to. (More like I finally sucked up my anxiety and went.) … Continue reading Thoughts From A Brazilian BBQ
Lately I only post when I'm being a sad little baby. Truth is, if I'm being 100% honest, I think my biggest problem is just I'm not used to being so social. I know that sounds incredibly sad, but it does drain me. I digest … Continue reading OKAY!
Yesterday I went against all I normally do. Typically the weekends are for locking away from the world these days. But yesterday I was invited to go to a haunted house with two girls from my class and a few of the Japanese exchange students. … Continue reading Parties, Sex, & Making Friends
Lately as I've mentioned my anxiety has been miserable. I've been doing well about fighting off panic attacks, but it wears me down a lot. I'm constantly tired and having to fight off negative emotions. It sucks because everything is going well, it's just the … Continue reading Fighting Back